We can get used to living in chaos. It can seem normal. It can be easy to believe when a lot of other people are living this way.
But I encourage you to question it being okay. And to take a look around at your life and see what is the source of the discord. What's ill-fitting? What's not feeling right? See what comes up.
Your attention on your life is like water and fertilizer for a plant. You will start to come back alive. You will start to have clarity.
This will give you the strength and inspiration to begin to remove what's in the way of you enjoying your life.
Start to take that look.